Some people wish they had a dad but for me I wish I never did. The way my father was is nothing like any one. No he didn’t abuse me physically but mentally he did. I’m so messed up mentally because of the way he was and the way he treated me. Some might say that I just overreact but when you are put in my situation then its different yea I have issues but they are mine. Yes I don’t express my emotions because I think if I do then that will change peoples minds about me. I act like im fine but its just a show im slowly dying inside. I wish I was normal for once in my life.